3.Return To Self-Loathing
sick of the way i am feeling.
waking up watching myself slipping.
should i just take out my eyes？
no longer want them for this life.
acting strong only on the outside.
hiding shame and pain on the inside.
i've tried to block my mind of this,
and pretend is doesn't exist.
losing my mind once again.
stranding my thoughts
(no matter what i said).
sleepless nights staring at the ceiling.
sanity running on empty.
try to block my mind of this,
and pretend it doesn't exist.
losing my mind once again.
stranding my thoughts
(no matter what i said).
taken for granted again.
stranding my thoughts
(no matter what i said).
losing my mind again.
hiding shame and pain on the inside.
losing my mind again.
hiding shame and pain on the inside.
losing my mind again.
stranded my thoughts
(no matter what i said).
losing my mind once again.
stranding my thoughts
no matter what was said.
losing my mind again.
stranded my thoughts
(no matter what i said).
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